My family has suffered tremendous loss. I lost a student March 6th, my sister March 7th, and my mother April 3rd. I've been staying with my father and my oldest daughter. Everytime I think about leaving my dad I panic. What if he dies? What if one of the four of us (me, my daughter, my other daughter, or dad) get sick. Some days I cry non stop other days I'm numb. My dad keeps saying they are in a better place. He misses my mom, he forgets to take his meds. He isn't showering. I cannot concentrate, my youngest daughter tears up and breaks down randomly, my oldest daughter is angry and stoic. We are all lost. Should I try to go home yet? Is it okay to stay? I don't think Dad would eat if I wasn't here right now. He is forgetful and sighs. We didn't get to do anything because of the CoVid. Some days there are no words except the sound of the TV.