Lost my best friend/roommate four weeks ago. 32. I miss her. It seems no one gets it. I walk my house and its just empty. We talked, messaged or hung out every minute of the day. I look at my phone expecting to get some crazy/funny message from her that should would send when I was at work only to realize, no more. Tomorrow is my birthday and all I can think about if only she was here. What we would be doing. I have people in my life but I feel so alone. Every time something happens I want to tell her. She was my go-to person. Maybe I'm just being selfish.