My mother passed away December 25, 2017. She had been sick her whole life (54 years). I was her caregiving since I was 8 years old. I am a mother and a wife and i feel like my life has no meaning now. I miss my mom calling me and texting me. I miss calling her and texting her about crazy things the kids did or what our plans are for the week. Moms birthday is coming up and I have no idea how I am going to get through it. Each day i hope and pray that this has all been a dream and I will wake up and she will be texting me, but that text never comes. All I want is for my mom to be alive and giving me crap about everything.