Helllo. Hard hard times. This isolation so reminds me of the time when I lived in a bubble when William was so sick. To deal with that I didn’t not research his Illness or look in the internet at all. I wanted to give him my positive energy and love. And now I’m choosing to not do too much internet looking. The bubble life brings back the sinking stomach feelings. All the feelings about losing him ( he passed away at 15 form a brain tumor ).