one week ago today my sister hung herself in the hotel room she was living in with her boyfriend. She has been battling addiction and mental illnesses her whole life. 5 years ago she attempted suicide by jumping in front of a freight train but she survived. I really thought she had a second chance to get better. She lost her only son to the state because they thought she was unfit to raise a child. They were right at the time but I believe she got better. And she was better for the past few months. She didn’t leave a note and didn’t say goodbye. Something just took her over the edge and I have no idea what. I wish I just knew the truth. I wish I could help her and have her see the light. I wish I could’ve said goodbye to my only sister. The one who took care of me when I was little.