day 3 i feel all the emotions .will proably talk of them later. she had a bad back for yrs but worse the last 2 so i did everything not complaing . i guess it kind of kept me busy whatever she needed . now i walk around and don`t know what to do. wish she were here, guilty should have done more,lonely . o well more later love you tammy
Hi Darren. I know that guilt. I often beat myself up for not having done more. And there’s nothing people can say to assuage that guilt. When it came to Chuck, I would give my life if it meant restoring him to life and health. So, OF COURSE it feels like I didn’t do enough. He was more important than life itself, so naturally, anything short of dying seems not enough.
