hi everyone, I lost my boyfriend on 5/27/20 and had his memorial service on 6/12/20, so is been 2 days since I said goodbye for ever. I’m devastated , he was only 29 yrs old, he started with a stomach ache on Saturday and he was gone in days. I found him in the bathroom floor, he was dead. I can not look at his pictures or his things, every thing reminds me of him and the fact that he is gone and never coming back. I can not eat, I cry all the time , I’m taking sleeping pills to be able to sleep. I do not know how to keep going.