Struggling

To be honest I’ve never done any grief counseling or support groups before. I figured that here would be a good place to start. I lost my mother in December and it’s been really hard. I didn’t have any good days after for a long time. And when I do have better days I feel guilty for being okay. I’m trying to balance being a mother to an amazing 6 year old boy, soul caretaker of my autistic brother and a Full time convenience store manager. Some days are okay. And some days are sad and long. I don’t sleep much and it’s all just a lot.