I actually came to this site to get help for myself. But, reading these forums about people who have lost all their family is humbling. I lost my father 2 years ago and my mother 10 months ago. My loss is real and I am having a very hard time. Mostly with my mothers death. I cant seem to get out of it and its really hard because of self quarantine. I literally do not leave my bedroom. I was a strong, hard working active person before my mom died.