It's been a rough seven months. I lost my dad on 12/23/17, I lost my baby on 4/1/18. I am exhausted and I just want to sleep. I don't enjoy anything anymore.
I am so sorry for your loss. It's hard enough to be faced with the loss of a loved one, but when we lose two very special people so close together it can become almost impossible to cope. Our sense of what's right and what's fair in the world feels forever skewed, and with so much loss it can be hard to find people to turn to who haven't also been affected. I'm glad you've found us and I hope you can find some support here. I'm including a link to a blog I've written on multiple losses: http://www.griefincommon.com/blog/multiple-losses-how-to-cope-with-loss-change/ I wish you hope and healing in the days ahead...
