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machelen · May 12, 2020

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I know the feeling you speak of. That was me too. I can’t really remember the first month after Ron passed, its a blur, my mind was in a fog. And even now I wonder how I made it this long. I’m glad you’re talking with friends. It is true, we never know what tomorrow will bring. Like the day Ron passed, we had no clue what that evening would bring at us. We had a day of errands and shopping and helping my daughter and chicken rice soup for dinner. Then the nightmare, burned in my memory forever. My older brother retired shortly after Ron’s passing. He said it made him think, who knows what tomorrow will bring, I want to enjoy my family and so he retired. I’m glad he did, just wish it was someone else making him think and not Ron. I think we’re all stronger then we believe we are, like I said, I’m shocked I’m still here. It’s a slow process.
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yeah i don't think we will ever get over it. I almost feel like i just don't want to be here anymore without him. I mean are we supposed to suffer for the rest of our lives without them? Even IF they would want us to be happy and enjoy live. How is this possible?

Exactly how long has it been since ron died?

I thought it was bad when my best friend died when i was in early 20's or when my dad died in 2010. I thought i'd die from that but with one it was drugs/suicide and with my dad he was sick and suffering extreme for a long time so it's like we KNEW it would happen at some point so you are somewhat prepared. But I never thought it was be this. And in such an awful way.

machelen · May 16, 2020

RLC said: ↑

I know the feeling you speak of. That was me too. I can’t really remember the first month after Ron passed, its a blur, my mind was in a fog. And even now I wonder how I made it this long. I’m glad you’re talking with friends. It is true, we never know what tomorrow will bring. Like the day Ron passed, we had no clue what that evening would bring at us. We had a day of errands and shopping and helping my daughter and chicken rice soup for dinner. Then the nightmare, burned in my memory forever. My older brother retired shortly after Ron’s passing. He said it made him think, who knows what tomorrow will bring, I want to enjoy my family and so he retired. I’m glad he did, just wish it was someone else making him think and not Ron. I think we’re all stronger then we believe we are, like I said, I’m shocked I’m still here. It’s a slow process.
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It's crazy. It already feels like i don't know him anymore. Or like nothing is real. Luke he was never real. Or something. It's weird. Can't believeit's already been 11days

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