On October 8th 2019 I noticed my son was not in his bed. My husband and I walked out to our shed to see if he was out there. It was one of his favorite places to hang out. We found our son Gabriel 16, hanging and dead. My world as I knew it no longer seemed real. I wanted to die with him. I still pray to fall asleep and not wake up. Please tell me this gets easier because I'm about to lose my mind. I can still see him hanging there, lifeless. I can't get that image out of my head. My heart is broken.