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My tiny boy is gone..

Discussion in 'Loss of Child' started by G8rMama, Feb 15, 2021.

  1. G8rMama

    G8rMama New Member

    I don’t know how today has become so upside down. To there were big plans, happy moments that we had been counting down to, big news to be shared later. But no. That was not to be. Instead it’s all wrong now. It’s all sad now. All the milestones that were to be joy are now sorrow. A birthday that will always bring tears. First pictures, but nothing more. A mother’s body aching to do it’s work, and feed her baby. A diaper bag that arrived today, only to be marked “return to sender.” A closet full of boxes, now draped with towels, that no one can bear to look at. No regular processes to manage the pain, no burial, no cremation options. Thankfully we have found our own way for him to be honored. Thankfully we had already named him. Thankfully we had already talked to him. Thankfully we had already heard his heartbeat. Thankfully we have each other. So much pain. So much joy. Two sides of a coin that should never exist.