From "I love you always" to "My feelings have changed and I'm not in this anymore" in the space of 2 weeks. My forever love has left me. And because we have a young daughter, we must still see each other almost every day. There is no pain like this. I can feel he has already moved on, on with a new apartment, a new woman, a new life, and I am left behind with love that is no longer wanted. We were together almost 18 years, almost half my life, and I vowed forever. I have no joy left in my days, just unbelievable pain. I feel like I will never climb out of the depth of this grief. And I am surrounded by supportive friends and have a therapist and medication, but each day just seems darker.