My 15yr old son committed suicide on the 8th of June 2019 and tomorrow marks 1 month since he died. I seen him at 430 and by 750 he was dead. I was the one who found him and since he hung himself I had to cut him down. I'm forever haunted by those memories what he looked like. I don't know how to live cuz my life was so much about him. My doctor prescribed meds to help with sleep but they don't work 100%. Even when I'm with people I feel aĺone! I'm in soo much pain! How do I get through tomorrow and days to follow?