I recently lost my Dad to cancer , my brother collasped and past away never got the chance to say goodbye, lost an uncle and boyfriends father all within months of each other. Its hard when you are dealing with one death in family bearly got through grieving than another death. I truly dont know how Im still holding on its been a rough 2 yrs and plus im somewhat still grieving for the loss of my mom and another brother who passed away years ago. Sometimes I feel like just giving up, than I think of my mom and she wouldnt want me too. I have a boyfriend who lost his father but hes not much of a support system to me, when he has not dealt with his loss. I guess I am just looking for someone to chat with that has gone through the same thing.