6.5 months ago I lost the love of my life. He was hit by a driver who was texting, lost control and knocked my husband in front of a semi. I have recently begun to realize that he is not coming back. And I hate how life is moving in for other people. I am extremely depressed, even with the anti-depresants. I am doing all the things I'm told to do: grief counseling, therapy, exercise, talk to friends, etc. But nothing makes me feel better and I feel pressure to act more okay. I am not okay. We were in such a good place when the accident happened. I know I'll never understand why it happened but dont know how to live without him. He was my everything.