My first born and only daughter passed away on May 25, 2019. She was diagnosed with Postpartum Cardiomyopathy which basically means that giving birth destroyed her heart. She was perfectly healthy before giving birth. She had a son on March 28, 2018. She brought him home from the hospital on Good Friday and by Easter Sunday was back in the hospital for her heart. We're talking breathing tubes, etc. Very serious. She struggled with the condition for a year until her other organs starting shutting down. There was much talk about heart transplants during this year. A lot of long hospital stays. Even though I knew how serious her condition was, I never really thought that she would actually die. She was 20 years old! I am shattered. I can barely work or do anything else. I actually watched my child die right before my eyes and it is all I can think about. I have been diagnosed with PTSD and anxiety. I can't stop thinking about her last moments. I feel like I will never be normal again. Everyone else has moved on with their lives and I just can't. I don't know what to do.