My husband had Parkinson's 24 years, he passed away in my arms November 7 2016 . I totally took care of him the last nine years. We were married 61 years. I am having such a hard time , I think of him all the time. I moved to be near our daughter, but feel like I am in a maize. I am having a difficult time adjusting on the east coast and am trying to decide if I should move back to the west coast. Too many changes and no friends. My daughter works full time so I don't get to see her for very long but maybe once a week.I just want to get through this horrible loneliness, the memory of his many years of suffering is so vivid in my mind.Please pray for me to get through this horrible grief, and about my decision to move back. Thank you.