I was a caretaker for Eldorado for 25 years after his traumatic head injury we had some good years, then 10 years ago he began displaying signs of Parkinsons. In July we were both feeling ill so we checked in to the hospital and we were both admitted with COVID we shared the same hospital room and had a good day together. The next morning he did not wake up, he was in a coma. After the trauma of being pushed to the corner while they tried to revive him he was admitted to ICU and I was sent home. A week later he passed. We were together 24/7. I miss him terribly but I am a little relieved also for I sincerely believe he is with Jesus. I am feeling numb and unfocused. Processing the grief internally but mourning my great loss nonetheless.