I still don't believe because my heart does not believe it and does not want to. We married last Jan. 6th and had all sorts of nice plans. We did do more picnics at s park in St. Pete fl. as well as the civil war hobby Sofia and friends got me into and I loved it. Sofia looked so sweet in her period clothing. Who would have known that a yr. And 76 days my dearness would be taken away from me? No more a home just a house. No more pleasant aroma of her great breakfast breads or chicken soups and gr8 grilled ham" n cheese san'wiches. No more sitting In the the back room watching old Jackie Gleason snd the Honeymooners. I can only thank God that we met, fell in love and even if for a short time, we were very happy.