New to this ... never went to support group before .... just feel alone in my grief ... my dad passed feb 1015. It's coming up on 3 years . I find that wether it's 1 yr 10 yrs 50 yrs the pain is still there .... does not feel like he had been gone that long . I feel as if part of me died that day . Have hard time being in the house that my parents shared for 30 years .... especially around the holidays . Don't know if this is normal? Have days were in ok but time from time it will just hit me , and I break down. I feel a certain amount of guilt like why did I. Not force him to go to dr .... or things I wanted to say to him I never got the chance to say.. if I try to talk to b/f his answer is " well people live then they die " hrs not much support ... I would think after loosing his wife in 2001& recently his own father he'd be understanding . He is not . I also feel so bad for my mom who was home when my dad passed suddenly .