My dad died on May 1, 2018 at 8:20 am. He had a number of health issues and died very young. I've been taking care of him since I was 10 years old. I was 23 when he passed in a Hospice care facility. My family thought I would feel relief since he died but I just feel lost. I am completely heartbroken. He was my best friend. I find myself listening to old voicemails and texts he sent me. Last night, I had a dream with my dad, more like a nightmare. He was trying to get away from me and I was trying to catch up to him so he wouldn't fall. He fell and he died in my arms. Before he died, he said "I'm going to miss you so much." I've been up trying to figure out what that dream meant or if his spirit is trying to tell me something. I feel like I am going crazy. Any advice or coping mechanisms are greatly appreciated. Thank you.