My 47 year old wife passed on march 12 2019. She became ill about 2 weeks prior. Doctors kept telling us there was nothing they could find. On the morning of march 12th she told me something was really wrong and she was scared. Before i could pick up my phone to call 911 she got this really strange look on her face and i could see the fear in her eyes. Within a few seconds she was gone. I preformed cpr until medics arrived and they tried for 30 minutes but could not get her back. The worst day of my life watching that. Now the days just dont get better and i dont know what to do. She was my life and my soulmate. Please help me.