Three years ago , my daughter aged 20 died in her sleep .it was unexpected. She had been unwell with an infection but the hospital sent her home. She was my first, she had special needs and she slept in my room because she didn't like sleeping on her own. We went to bed that night said we loved each other and good night. The alarm went iff the morning but she didn't move , i thought she was pretending to still be asleep. Even when i gently shook her and she didn't move, it still didn't register thst something was wrong. I stroked her cheek and she was cold, i kept saying baby don't leave me, after a minute it registered she wasn't breathing so i started cpr. I was screaming for a help and i ran to the door. My neighbour heard me and rushed in, he called an ambulance and we both did cpr till the paramedics came, they shocked her for over 40 minutes but she wss gone, i find it hard to talk about her death. But myself and her two brothers talk about her, my parents weren't supportive saying after about 4 months, that i should be over it. This xnas will ger 4th away from us and it still feels like yesterday that she was here with us. How can i ever get over losing my only daughter. She was my baby and she should be here with us. I later found out her death was due to medical negligence, if the hospital had treated het infection, it wouldn't have gone to her heart.she died from cardiac arrhythmia. Its a bitter pill to swallow that her death was preventable. But because her death was ruled natural causes. No one had to answer for their mistakes.