Victoria passed away on 11/10/16, she was 22 years old. She had a relapse and died to a mix of fentanyl/Heroin. She was getting ready to go into the Navy and something triggered her to use. Her birthday came and went, she would have been 23 on March 23rd. My birthday came and went on April 11th. Song's take on a new meaning, the words cut like a knife and the memories associated with the songs bring smiles and tears. I miss her so much and can't believe she isn't here. Sometimes I think she is at college and will come home. I am asking her for signs.... Any sign.... so i know she is OK. I think I was a bad mom, I could have done more, I should have prevented it some how, but I know these are inaccurate statements but my brain sometimes doesn't want to accept it. I talk to her all the time, I say good morning and good night. I sing to her........ My heart is torn in two.... I miss her so much.