Hi everyone, I'm new here and I hope this is a good place for me. On June 28th my dad was taken the hospital with an apparent tumor between his brain and spine. They did surgery to remove the tumor. Apparently, he was somewhat coherent the following day, but barely. Soon after he became non responsive and stayed that way until he passed on July 8th. My family of origin did not tell me anything after the initial "dad is in the hospital with a tumor", no one told me what happens to make him go to the hospital in the first place. I guess my siblings decided to cut me out because I had been no contact with my parents since March, (due to my working through my PTSD) and they felt the need to do the same to me. Anyhow, I could not go see my dad in the hospital, because I didn't want the image of him on a ventilator and non responsive to be my last memory of him. I was actually surprised when I was included in his obituary to be completely honest. Fast forward to July 28th. My dad's sister's husband was in a horrific motorcycle versus pickup truck with trailer accident. My uncle always was incredibly safe, and was wearing his helmet. The truck turned in front of him without yielding to the right of way. My uncle was resuscitated at the scene and lift flighted to the same hospital my dad passed away in. Sadly, my uncle passed away on Saturday night. With my major depressive disorder, and this grief, I'm at the end of my rope. I just can't take any more bad news. I want to be happy and healthy and not be extremely depressed all the time.