Losing my son

Discussion in 'Suicide Loss' started by Jennifer70, Jan 9, 2019.

  1. Jennifer70

    Jennifer70 New Member

    It has been 38 months today since my son took his life. I died that day. I have not been able to work, stay in bed most of the time and hate life. I pray every night that I won't wake up in the morning. All I want is to be with my son but I have to be her for my daughter and grandson. My son was so much a part of me. I feel like I failed him. I pray he truly knew how much he was loved.
  2. Sciguy

    Sciguy Well-Known Member

    Very sorry to hear about your son. I think many people feel guilt after the loss of a loved one. I hope this site will help you.
  3. AdriaStar

    AdriaStar Member

    Oh Jennifer, my heart breaks for you. I have no words but sending you a big hug.