In Limbo and feeling empty

Death keeps following me this year. I have lost 3 of the most important people to me, my fiance being the one I am overcome with and am up to 7 soon to be 8 deaths this year. I feel stuck. I feel alone. I feel fed up. I feel defeated. I feel despair.

 

I too have experienced multiple deaths in the last year. The most recent and most devastating was my best friend in January. Life seems so insignificant now and there’s nothing but pain and sadness. You are not alone!

 

It seems neverending for me. I just had a good friend die Tuesday. I have been attempting to heal and any small progress gets turned back . 7 in a year and 4 being very close. My fiance's death overshadows them all though