Since my biological mother passed away,and i have a stepmother....i always felt uneasy like envy/mad/hate and sad when my stepsister or stepbrother call their mom and had a long conversation..It is so frustrating to think that i would never had a chance to do that with my own mother...and i have an awkward relationship with my stepmother that makes it even harder,,,I'm tired of pretending that everything was fine in my own house..i just hope this quarantine time will be ended ASAP so that i can go back to my college..And at the same time I'm really really really sad ...hurrgh
