I welcome the night. The daylight is just too bright. The darkness covers me and holds me close like a blanket. I can't wait for the days to be over and feel the comfort of sunset, knowing that I can soon slip into slumber and no longer feel the pain. It's been 19 months since I lost my husband, my best friend, my soulmate, my biggest fan of 39 years. Life will never be the same. It will just be different. I am trying to stay positive and hopeful that in time, I will welcome the sunrise. Any one else feel this way?