I’ve been hearing that one day it won’t hurt as much. I kinda of get it now. God it hurts still and I cry everyday but the past two days I haven’t cried as much as the days prior. I see a glimpse of myself again but at the same time I talk to her everyday. I’m meeting with a medium on the 22nd. I really hope to find peace. I hope it’s a good experience, my friend recommended him so I hope to find some sort of closure. As for everyone who is going through the pain of lost... I’m so sorry for the pain. For the first time today, I finally think I might be okay soon. The pain is there but I smiled thinking of her today instead of crying. Then I cried. So I guess progress. I love her so much but I’m just glad I smiled thinking about her today!