Well. My stepmom passed unexpectedly 2 months ago. My real parents weren’t really ever in my life so my stepmom was the closest I ever had to a mom. I had depression before this happened but god that just made it so much worse. For weeks I just felt like killing myself and I’d spend hours crying and screaming and trying to call her. As a student I started failing all my classes and even now 2 months later im finding it so difficult to get my life back together. Thanksgiving was always our holiday, we’d always go and visit her family together. I miss her so much and life just feels impossible right now. Thanks for reading.