On Friday October 6 my sun was turned to darkness by the sudden death of my mother I am lost confused and angry
On October 12, 2017 I lost my dad. We knew it was coming, but that didn't make it easier. I'm still having bad days, but they're getting fewer as time goes on. I think this site, allowing me to share and read others stories have been a big part of that for me. I was angry before dad died. Why him? How did it get to this point so quickly? Are you f*^(n kidding me? I get it Walter. It hasn't been easy for me to accept, even though we had plenty of notice, it still doesn't seem fair. Darren
Just a little over 3 months ago, on November 25, 2017, I lost my precious mom. She was my world. More than a best friend. I have been through so much over the years and she was the one who was always there. She was a very sweet, nonjudgmental, loving person and the only one besides Jesus, who loved me unconditionally. I too vacillate between feelings of despair and anger. Initially, I was panicked, overwhelmed with grief, and angry with everyone. Found out how very few friends that I truly have. I am taking it easy on myself and avoiding people because it seems many are just not comfortable with grief. Any they can often say the worst things and have a real lack of empathy. I pray a lot and know that God brings me comfort. Lots of tears and I just let them flow. I hope you are doing ok. Laura
