I lost my husband and the pain is crippling

I lost the love of my life over a month ago. We have 3 kids together (9yo, 5yo, 3yo). We were supposed to celebrate our 10th yr anniversary this july, we were together for a total of almost 12 yrs. I just...it's too painful. It hurts..and I miss him so dang much. I don't know if I can do this...I had to do a lot of things to deal with his estate, change all of our bills under my name. And it felt wrong...it felt like I am erasing his existence here. There are still a lot of things that I am holding back to change his name to mine because I don't want to erase him.

It's so suffocating...the pain...

 

I’m so sorry. I lost my husband on March 15 2025 suddenly. We have 3 kids 12, 14 & 18. Dealing with everything is so overwhelming and feels so wrong. I understand what you are experiencing.

 

I know that you can do this, even if it seems impossible to you, because I felt the same way.
I waited for God to help me and He did.
Hugs to you,
Chris

 

Hi Fguad my condolences to you and your family. You have 12 years of memories and 3 children you share with him. You have to be strong for yourself and especially for your 3 children because you’re their only living parent and rely on you for their every need. Your husband is with you in spirit and is watching over you and your children. I say this to you because I believe in my heart and my mind that my husband is with me in spirit and is watching over me and our beloved cat. Do you have a support system of family and friends who you can talk to?