It’s been five months and I go though every emotion daily. I miss her with my entire being. My uncle passed a couple days ago and I find myself being more caring to my family. Before if it didn’t affect me directly, I’d just shrug it off. Since I lost her my emotions they don’t stop. I worry about all those close to him. Especially my brother who was his best friend. I miss her. I wonder if I will ever stop.i miss her In every way. I’m moving. Buying a house close by. I just want to stop missing her so much. probably won’t help but we shall see. I hope there is really a heaven. And I hope you and my uncle are having a beer. I miss you. I’m always venting. thanks for letting me vent.