I lost my nan niece and my mum all in 8 months. My nan died 8 months ago then my niece passed away. I never got time to grief the lost of my nan. 6 months ago my mum passed at the age of 56 from cancer its spread very fast. My life feels a like its filling apart. I've tried to stay strong for my siblings but i feel like im at breaking point. I've started using drugs & drinking to numb the lost of my mum. I dont have a supportive family. I'm not sure how to help myself out of this.