I feel like an orphan

I lost my Dad when I was 31 and my Mom at 39. I am 52 and married with no children. I have one Brother and a Niece who was like a Daughter to me. A few years after my Mom died , my sister-in-law, being the narcissist she is, wrote me out of their lives like the rest of our family and hers. They were my support system. The only tie I had to my Parents. Its been over 6 years and they want no part of me. I feel like I am on the outside of a circle trying to fit in somewhere. My name is Maryann from NJ

 

Maryann,

This is odd that I read your post. Odd in that I am similar. A point in life wondering both place and connection. Looking to a past that was. Wondering about a future, not in sight. This is an empty uncomfortable time. I think if just patent a door will present. Sorry for this empty feeling. Let's hope it passes soon. Nice Avatar.

Paul M.

 

Thanks! It's been over 6 years since I saw my Brother so I dont see an end to it anytime soon.