I feel like I am crumbling. I know death is inevitable but can I get a break?! Dad- April 2019 Grandpa- June 2018 Granny- December 2017 Grandma- June 2015 I don't know what to feel anymore to be honest. My marriage has been rocky for a while now and I feel that I can't even talk to my the woman I lay next to nightly, because she doesn't care. I am angry and I have been taking my frustrations out on everyone. Not physically but verbally. My fuse is so short. I hate this. I hate who I've become. My depression stress and anxiety is completely taking over. I'm a spiritual person but watching my dad passed has made me resentful and questioning my faith. How can God let this happen to my Dad? A man that was faithful until the end. Like Job. Is there even a God? I just wish I could talk to the man once more, I really need his encouragement now.