I understand all of your pain. I also lost my husband suddenly over 5 years ago. He’s was 63 and we were married almost 35 years and I had retired 2 weeks before he passed. My life felt shattered and losing him was the most devastating thing I ever went through. I donated and gave away most of his clothing the following year but kept the ones that bring me joy and good memories. My faith helped me through the toughest moments and I found hope in God. Praying for all of you!