My mom was hospitalized feb 16th and passed away on the 26th from avm one day before her 53rd birthday completely unexpected gone forever in what felt like an instant to my whole life changed the day I got that phone call. I’m 23 years old I still lived at home with her. This has obviously been a tremendous loss and has impacted my life in ways I don’t even think I realize yet. I’m lucky that I have friends and family around daily (not any more with covid-19) but still in contact daily. Nobody in the last two weeks has asked me how I’m doing or anything related to the death of my mother (besides my aunt/brother) they are my rocks. I also don’t just want people asking me how am I doing daily bc obviously I’m doing bad really bad so it’s a double edged sword. I have a really seriously tight group of friends no fake b.s we are brothers .When I was around fhem it made me feel good and I act normal (laugh smile have fun) and I think that made them feel like “oh wow he’s already better” “our friend is back to normal just like that” and I think when they see me okay now it’s like “we’ll I don’t wanna bring it up because he seems to be doing well” but that’s so not that case. I don’t blame them at all none of them have been through this and none of them know how to help me even if they wanted to. Has anyone gone through something like this before?