I'm sorry you missed out on your beach day. Time with your grand babies is always a great idea and quiet time is good for you. I'm proud of you for your beautiful, positive attitude. That's the way we have to look at our new, future life. I had a wonderful 25 years with my sweet Peggy and tons of great memories! We raised two beautiful daughters and had so much fun. All the while being so in love with each other. It was easy to believe in would go on forever. Stay focused on the good stuff and remember you never know what's ahead in life. Peace, love and kindness to you. Thanks for posting.