Happy Thanksgiving. This is the first major holiday that I am spending alone. No Dave to keep me company. He died on July 17th after 30 years of being together. The feelings of depression are settling in. And i just found out my favorite Aunt died yesterday. Its all too much. It makes me ask questions like "What's the point?". I know that i should be turning toward the positive, but my depression and anger tie me down and pummel me with grief. I have no more energy, no motivation. No will to go on.