I lost my daughter almost three years ago. It still feels like it was yesterday. She was only ten months old. I can't talk to my husband because he is already struggling. I never thought that grief would last this long. I just dont know what to do. The holidays have made it much worse. But I have my two sons that I have to he strong for. It just feels like most of the time I'm putting a mask on so no one knows how much I'm still hurting. I just miss her so much.