Holidays turn up the volume on grief. Still reeling in the aftermath of tragedy, alone and trying to rebuild each day is all I can do. Holidays make it nearly impossible and I slip into self doubt, hopelessness, anger at those who have not lost so much, and ruminating on why I’m still here To
I understand exactly how you are feeling. Holidays are especially hard to deal with when you are grieving and all you see around you are people celebrating. It is definitely a very lonely time. I just want the holidays to be over with. I wish you the best.
