My husband passed away last Tuesday, Jan 28th after a year and a half of battling cancer. I’m in the first stages of my grief and just starting to ask for help. I have such guilt I wasn’t in the room when he passed. There was family sleeping near him. I was sent to bed for some sleep. He was in Hospice care at home. The nurse that checked him said his bp was strong and it wouldn’t be that night. The grief and the guilt is overwhelming.