I just lost my only grandchild a couple days ago and I'm beyond devastated and heartbroken. I'm trying to be as strong as I can be especially for my daughter and her boyfriend. She had just turned 4 weeks old. Although we are surrounded by loving family and friends I feel so lost and so helpless. It's gut wrenching . How do I get us through this? The blaming ourselves , the pain and the emptiness. We are strong in our faith but it's been hit like a freight train. I just need to feel with someone who understands and will tell us there's light at the end of the tunnel.
