I lost my little girl...my best friend and campanion of 13 years 4 days ago. To alot of people the are just pets...but to some they are a family member. I live far from home due to work. All my family and friends are far. Here i have "aqaintences" and coworks.... so i feel so lonely now that she is gone. We did everything together ...trips...lunch...dinner... watch tv....she slept by my side....we did halloween costumes together...Christmas with Santa. My heart is broken into a million pieces and now i truly bow what it feels to be lonely. I try not to be sad and cry for a want her to rest and peace and be happy now that she is not in pain...but its hard....and just looking for hope and trying to learn to live without her.