I lost my partner 2 months ago from accidental overdose. We were not married but we were together for 10 years. We had a business and we were working from home so we were together 24/7. Besides our work, we had all things in common from the type of music we love the to tv shows we watch. We were never apart except for some days where he had to go on business trips but even on those days we talk on the phone. I'm so used to him being there for me all the time. It felt like we will be together forever so the sudden loss just shattered me. I'm so lost right now. I had to let go of our business and now I dont know where to start. My days are so empty just staring at the tv feeling so alone. I wish someone can just tell me what to do. I cant seem to appreciate life at the moment.