Discussion in 'LGBT Loss' started by Soulturtle, May 26, 2020.
Anyone else feel as if they're fading away?
The feeling I have is more that I'm simply existing. There isn't a lot to look forward to, except fleeting, simple things like my morning coffee, and then it's having to get on with another day without my best friend.
YES! But I call it being invisible. I relied on my husband so much for day to day validation that without him I just don’t feel real anymore. I tried reaching our to community, but the coronapademic shut that down. Now it’s a bit like being in a sensory deprivation chamber ... an echo deprivation chamber ... and I’m questioning my own place in the universe.
Yes, I do.
I feel like I’m in & out. Mostly out. Every emotion & pain that I feel now, is unlike anything I’ve ever felt before. It’s the worst pain ever. It’s so deep, sometimes I can’t even explain it.
It like Kieron said I feel like I'm just here. If it wasnt for my kids I dont no where I'd be. They are my motivation but some days I feel like I'm in zombie mode. I feel so lost,alone and empty. Everyday is a challenge jus praying we all get stronger to deal with the things that come will this healing process.