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Fading

Discussion in 'LGBT Loss' started by Soulturtle, May 26, 2020.

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Does anyone feel like you'll never love again?

  1. Would you like to chat

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  2. Do you feel alone

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  1. Soulturtle

    Soulturtle New Member

    Anyone else feel as if they're fading away?
     
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  2. Kieron

    Kieron Guest

    The feeling I have is more that I'm simply existing. There isn't a lot to look forward to, except fleeting, simple things like my morning coffee, and then it's having to get on with another day without my best friend.
     
  3. edj9

    edj9 Well-Known Member

    YES! But I call it being invisible. I relied on my husband so much for day to day validation that without him I just don’t feel real anymore. I tried reaching our to community, but the coronapademic shut that down. Now it’s a bit like being in a sensory deprivation chamber ... an echo deprivation chamber ... and I’m questioning my own place in the universe.
     
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  4. Ms. Sunshine

    Ms. Sunshine New Member

    Yes, I do.
    I feel like I’m in & out. Mostly out. Every emotion & pain that I feel now, is unlike anything I’ve ever felt before. It’s the worst pain ever. It’s so deep, sometimes I can’t even explain it.
     
  5. Sweetcole

    Sweetcole Well-Known Member

    It like Kieron said I feel like I'm just here. If it wasnt for my kids I dont no where I'd be. They are my motivation but some days I feel like I'm in zombie mode. I feel so lost,alone and empty. Everyday is a challenge jus praying we all get stronger to deal with the things that come will this healing process.
     
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